It's a number game...

I'm getting a new scale today...weighed myself 3x this morning and got 3 different numbers. None of which made me very happy.  I seriously thought once I got rolling on this journey it would become easier, but not so much. I struggle for every pound and every day is a battle with the food I choose to put in my mouth. I have moments where I want to scream how unfair it is that this is so hard for me and most of the time I follow up by eating something I should, but it's so easy to choose something I shouldn't. It's not "big" ticket items. I don't devour a Blizzard anymore...instead I eat a snack size candy bar, or these wonderful little Godiva milk chocolate pearls that cost $3.99 for 20 of them that are smaller than an M&M...so I guess I am making progress. I am making better decisions and I am thankful for that, but the bad decisions are still easier. For someone who spent their life trying to be "good" being bad to myself comes incredibly easy.