I am currently surviving on unemployment, living with my parents, and sending out 20 or more resumes per week. I have the bliss of housing sitting for a friend who has been taking care of my Sanford Walter, my pug, while she and her husband are on vacation. Having a house, tv, and my dog to myself is bliss...however, it is hard to hold myself accountable to my habits when there is no one paying attention. For example, Milk Duds are not on my meal plan, however the entire box is in my system swirling around in a buttery, milky, sugary delight. Why is it harder to rely on myself when no one is watching? If I can conquer this week, work out, and not devour everything in sight it should mean something, what I am not exactly sure, but something.
I tried OA once, but you sort of have to have some grounding in a belief in God for that program to work....
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